36 weeks and 4 days in a funk

[sadiemglaude1990]

Idk how to explain it but im in this i dont know if im really ready funk o have to other boys one 5 and the other 1 and im supposed to be due oct 14th  but my last doc appointment the doc said i was 1 1/2 centimeters dilated and 75% effaced i have been in to the l&d a few times over this last weekend because i started to feel my contractions closer together and stronger they told me each time that there was no change and that they were still iragular wich was kinda frustrating for me cuz they were super pain full now im in this funk like i dont want to do anything and idk what to do im ready for him to be here but not at the same time kinda like feeling overwhelmed my husband keeps reassuring me that we got it and we can do it together but i still worry that i am not really ready for this wich is kinda stupid cuz im so far along and he was planed but do any of you ladies have any ideas or anything  my next doc appointment is Thursday im not re6looking forward to it especially if nothings changed in a week...

[drundre]

I'm kind of feeling the same way. Our little girl was planned but recently I just have overwhelming feeling of "what the hell are we getting ourselves into" I can say my friend came over with her 3 week old baby this weekend and it put me a little at ease when I was holding her and feeding her.