So we weren't going to find out the gender of our baby but yesterday at our 20 week anatomy scan they accidentally told me. Only I know and I don't plan on sharing with my family or friends. I'm having a boy. However, I'm disappointed. I should be over the moon about it because right now I have 4 girls and 1 boy. I can't figure out why I'm sad about this. Has this happened to anyone else? I think I'm more upset they slipped yesterday. But what's funny is I've thought this would be a boy from early on, so why these emotions?