Just venting

[cherish06]

so i feel like im not getting any self time or sleep in that matter iv told my sister that i can not handle looking after her kids any more as looking after my own is stressfull enough on top of being 35wks pregnant and now shes avoiding me and telling people that i dont likr having the kids around home any more.

On top of that my dad who lives in the grannyflat out the back of my place is plucking every lil nerve hr can, tells me i cant look after my kids, always yelling at my kids or treating them whdn thry are plsying or laughing just being kids iv told him if he doseng like it when the kids are playing in side (MY) house then dont come over just its there house where they shoukd feel safe and comfortable to do what they wont specially laugh and play. Hes told me they need to learn respect when other people are around, my kids are very respectful polite and always use their manners not just to me or when im around but all the time.

Im getting soo over whealmd with all this as i dont have any friends where i stay just my partner my dad n sister my only outting tym is when im shopping kids to school or medical apointments i really feel or crave some me time and wish my support group of people would be more supportive instead of running me down or expecting n judging me