I can relate to your post foreven on google stressing and hoping everytime i go to the bathroom it's not the end it's so scary to be always negative but you can't always be! -_-
Oh hun thats not good. It is normal to worry about your pregnancy and I get concerned that every cramp or trip to the toilet with be the end. I know its easy to say to try not to worry too much but its easier said than done, im forever googling symptoms etc to reassure my fears. Im 6 weeks 2 days. Have you tried having a relaxing bath, warm milk or music to help you sleep?