Devastated

[DueNovember17]

It's not really a question I'm just feeling lost n alone atm. The police have been round last night and informed me my boyfriend has killed himself. I'm pregnant with his child. I'm just totally numb and can't stop shaking n crying. We've been arguing n spliting up over the past couple of weeks and hadn't been on the nicest speaking terms but last night he rang me crying n then killed himself. I'm completely heartbroken he will never see his baby and The baby will never know him.

[misstrina85]

I just want to offer you my condolences. Make sure that you get the help that you need during this truly tragic loss that you have suffered. I can't imagine what you're going through and you need as much support to help you throughout your pregnancy. Reach out and don't feel that you have to do this alone. I'm praying for you and your baby.

[Vallin]

You're so very welcome honey. Xoxo

[19Karla92]

Im truly sorry to hear that! I pray that he has found peace and for you and your baby to be safe and healthy. No one can make you not hurt its impossible but just think this little human inside your belly needs you more then anyone right now to keep her or him safe. Try to stay calm and think a little positive.  Ill be praying for you and your little angel! May God be with you trought it all and make you find peace as well in yohr heart. Where ever you you are a big hug and kiss goes your way! (:

[DueNovember17]

thank you so much xx

[Vallin]

I don't know you and there is no possible way that I can tell you everything is okay because it's not. But what I can say is every single person struggles with their own demons. Whatever your boyfriend was going through had to do with a lot more than you. People carry baggage and past hurt and issues that are far beyond our control. His decision to let go wasn't your fault or your babies. At the end of the day he made a choice and in doing so he made a choice for you. You will now be a single mommy with an incredible beautiful baby and you will tell that baby all of the positive about his or her dad. And in the event that your relationship was less positive and more negative then what you tell your baby is that," Your dad gave me the greatest gift any human could give another. He gave me the chance to bring life into this world. He gave me you. And for that you and I will forever be grateful because your existence sweet baby is what keeps me going everyday!" I ache for your loss. And I hope he's found peace. I wish you and your baby well. Chin up honey its not okay but when you see your babies face for the first time... Trust me... It will be. Xooxo.