Have you told your doc about how your feeling? My daughter is only a week old and I'm already taking medication for post partum depression. Don't be afraid to ask for help if you haven't yet.
I feel so sad too it didn't happened with my other kids, I hope you feel better
My first two children were that close to each other. It is important for you to be able to have time for yourself. Ask your partner or family members to help out with the kids when you find yourself becoming overwhelmed
So sorry to hear what you're going through. I find myself feeling like I'm going crazy with my 13mth old and also expecting #2. I'm struggling with all day nausea and fatigue. But Be strong and hopefully this stage will pass. Try to find someone who can help you even just for a few hours, or just someone to talk to. Taking time out for yourself is very important. Wishing you all the best.
I completely understand. With my first he had reflux and a tongue tie so I had to pump milk for the first 6 weeks. And I would sit in a blank stare and I felt like I was no longer a person. I was just a mother. But it is important to keep your identity! Try to get enough sleep. Also make sure your 6 week old is ok health wise. It may be reflux.