Mental health

[soulf00d]

I really don't mean to bring negativity to the lives of you mom's to be. But I just need some advice. I am expecting my second child in March, however I am not mentally stable enough. I suffer from bipolar disorder,  and I just don't believe I should bring another child into this world. I feel like my four year old is somewhat already affected by this...

[kcsf1988]

I hit myself ecpecially at the beginning of my pregnancies. I get so emotional. I feel like i do eveything wrong. I feel like everyone hates me.  I dont like my son to see me like that and i worry he will see me, and do what i do. I dont want pills. I dont want doctors. But i do know one thing i love my son. I don't believe i should be bringing another child into my life.. but the truth is he makes me happy and makes me smile everyday. And i wouldn't change it for the world.  Another child will only bring me more joy even tho i am super screwed up emotionally. I can't leave them now.  And i cant imagine my world with out them. I am just into my 2nd trimester and i am super nervous. I never planned on 1 kid now i will have 2. My partner does not calm me when i freak,  he makes me worse. Idk how i will cope with him  when i have 2 children. I need to get out... i hope you find your path. Much love too you♡