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just expressing myself sorry if its not pregnancy related

I just hate the way my life is set up... I have no family or friends...my fiancee is in prison for the next two months... Since he has been gone, ive truly realized no one cares for me. I could drop dead today or tomorrow, who will care.
I thank God for my little princess, I use to cry myself to sleep at night, cause I believed I couldn't have children. I got pregnant the first time my fiancé and I had sex.  My babygirl is heaven sent. She is who i have to live for..i was always afraid of being alone , until i got pregnant with her.... 4 more weeks until i could hold my angel.  I talk to her as if she could understand what mommy is goin thru. I feel worthless, unwanted, unloved and misjudged. Why does my life have to be the way it is....
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I understand how you feel. Im not in exactly the same situation as you but i have no friends where i live now and most of my family could care less if im alive. Im within a couple hours of you. Im from Lake of the Ozarks in MO. If you'd like to talk more, feel free to inbox me. Hope everything gets better!
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Amen...Im so happy to have her in my life...just cant wait to hold her
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I feel the same way gra.... I dnt kno y but I do kno God never gives u to much to handle. .... pray & go to church. ... dnt think about the negative stuff .... only think of your lil  bundle of joy
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A true blessing it is...
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Sometimes I feel that way is not that I don't have a loving caring family their just so far away their in my country and the family of my boyfriend is also out of the country...sometimes I feel like I'm alone in this world but when I feel my baby boy all those negative feelings gone we are so bless we carry an angel...
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I tried to let my mom in and she hurt my Lil 2 ur old by just disappearing on him will never make that mistake again. And the o ly person on my bfs side we really talk to is his mom and cousin. And I don't really care for his crazy *** mom but I love his cousin. I acctualy knew her b4 him lol. But we just recently started talking again cuz she use to use too. And although I have made my share of mistakes I cut alllll of it out when I was pregnant with my first son.
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Omg I know right...its crazy we have so much in common...lol..yeah they should definitely meet. They'll be the best of friends I bet... I will never have my child around my mom...cant trust her nor trust my fiancé family.
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Lmao our moms should live together!! And I have recently had to cut out most of my family for the sake of my two boys. Unfortunately my family is full of addcits of alllll kinds and I don't need that around my Lil guys. And man they never even calk unless they need or want something
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Yeah thats fine we could do that...and yeah my mom and I domt talk...whrn we do shes asking for money or some. ...which bothers me...
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California. I'm so sorry your so far away we could go to the park lol. But if you would like a vertual pen pal who can relate youe more than welcome to message me anytime. Us mommy's need to stick together and it always hurts when women talk about how there mothers are so involved and welp I just had to cur mine off.
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Im in St Louis Mo. U?
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Nope it doesn't I may not be in your situation now but I have been not pregnant but I'm sorry you are while you are pregnant. Where are you sweetie?
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I try to keep my head up..its just hard sitting here staring at these walls wishing they could talk....lol sounds crazy huh...
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I understand how you feel hun...dont let go of hope.  You are not worthless you are the most valuable bc you are able to give life to a beautiful baby girl that will always look up to you.  Make her proud...let her be the reason you fight for a better life.  Dont give up.  People are mean especially when you need them the most but God will never leave you...hes there with you and will take care of you.  Will keep you in my prayers and there is no greater feeling than seeing your baby girl for the first time.  ;-)
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