not a good day :(

[Melsbby13]

I'm sorry to rant on here.... but I'm just so done with everything right now. My sister just got engaged and has a wonderful man.... they've only been together a Lil over a year... the man I got seems like literally could give two crap about my feelings and settling down. Hasn't even tried to go get his GED and doesn't seem to see the future.... just going out and living in the fricken moment. And to top it off im the older sister. I've put everything into making this man happy and today all I wanna do is cry. We've been together 4 yrs now... I want someone who puts me before his feelings sometimes. Ugh I feel like there's so much more to say but I won't bore yall with that. Just need something good to happen :( I wish he could just WAKE UP and realize.... maybe there's no hope for us :(

[oct3014]

Don't want that dream man, let him come to you. I see my friends relationships and get sad because I see something I want, but then I realize that if it's really going to come to me I need to be patient. Sometimes you need to find yourself first before going out and taking what u want instead of letting it find you! Hope u feel better

[Melsbby13]

I feel like I been waiting to long.... like I'm pregnant and you're still texting other females like I'm just so done. And when I tell him I don't wanna be with him he threatens to leave and tells me good luck with rent since I'm the only one on the lease. And I just signed for another year in the beginning of July. I'm just settling that's how I feel. And it breaks my heart. And the stress isn't good for my munchkin. Ugh but thx girl hopefully work will put me in a better mood.