Yes, its always super hard to leave the kids. Even when you feel like you want a break, you'll end up getting the break and feeling the same way. Sad and worried. It kinda ***** because whenever my husband and I do get out which is only a couple times a year, due to having 4 kids already. I feel sad and can't enjoy myself because my kids are always on my mind.
With my first I couldn't ever take my eyes off her. At the hospital she was in a clear bassinet then when we came home I had to sit so I could always see her or I'd panic. I think it's normal. Your baby had been in you for almost 10 months it's on to be attached, it's a good sign, you love your baby
It's normal but u should try with them in your home with u in another room next time