I went to the doctors today for my weekly appointment. They checked me to see if I was dilated, and unfortunately I'm only at 1 :/ and im 38 weeks. it's a little depressing because with my first I had a c-section and I never dilated. So I wanted to have VBAC so bad!! But know I got a feeling im gonna have to get another c-section with this baby as well.. I feel like I failed again! But I believe God has a plan for us so hopefully everything turns out good c-section or not.