bios dfax system (need vent)

[RavenER]

3 years ago I lost my 4kids do to severe depression and mistakes I made yes. But system claim they did all they could to help me.  I say psychologist,  therapist and went parenting classes.  But when it came court they d esided to remove my kids out my care. I never knew my diagnoses.  Till recently,  no medicine was prescribed or told that I needed.  They didn't tell me what I had continue to do to get them back. I had keep calling and never could get in touch with anyone till I had my now therapist contact my old case worker. (this was in Florida )

Now I'm having my fifth child on Tuesday. Just found out the hospital going call dfax because my other kids don't live with me.  So they said by law they have to. I changed alot sense my other kids removal. I working to getting them back. I doing all that I can. I love all my kids and I ready fall apart if they take my new baby. I never been abusive to my kids. Btw my kids are biracial.  Yes all the case workers I had was white, therapist was to. Even in reports there was non truth to them.

I really scared, hurt and feel like I'm  losing everything.  I don't know if I'm have the will go on. I have scheduled csection on 12th of May.  I don't know what to expect.  Please don't judge me. I love my kids. I never hurt them they wasn't remove because of abuse.  They was removed cause at time they felt I couldn't mentally take care of them at the time. I not depressed no more. Just need some positive advice. I need up lifting words. No negative remarks please!

[mw89]

I truly believe that this system of ours is beyond corrupt.  There are too many cases where it actually caused more harm to the child for being taken away from their parents.
I have even read stories about them taking peoples babies because they had a home birth.  It seems more and more our rights as parents are being taken away :/
good luck

[RavenER]

I appreciate the honesty,and thank you. i just don't want or need hear no negativity right now. serene thanks :) I have faith in God.  My kids was not in no kind of danger. No harm was cause to them. And system not consern of child well being as i know several case workers who hsve quit they job because of it. And now they system is being sued for wrongfully taking kids and placing them in unfit home and the kids died. The system is messed up. Lucky for me I have family,  and my kids safe. So no foster care for my baby. I'm get through this God knows i will. Thank you everyone for good words. Please keep my kids and me in y'all prays.

[Serene_15]

Prayers for you and your well being. Stay positive display faith and love, everything will work out as it is meant. I believe your new born child can not wait to meet the face of his loving mother.

[BonitaMichelle]

The system for children only care about the warfare of your children.  Be prepared for your child to be placed in foster care.  They probably will allow visitation to build trust between you and ur baby; and trust between you and the system.   So far u have struck out when it comes to parenting.  Keep ur head up and prove ur the mommy ur suppose to be.

[RavenER]

Yes I have family support now. I didn't in the past. And ty all. I am praying and hoping all works out. Hopefully I can keep him and continue case plan.

[emi236]

Make sure you have all your ducks on the row. I'm sure yet won't jump to take your baby. They might do a home visit.

[ladii_yummy]

Pray and if you are praying pray harder.... God has your back

[emi236]

Maybe this can be a bridge to get your other kids back.  Do you have any faimly suppoet? Good luck momma.

[RavenER]

Stay *

[RavenER]

Note I stated in GA now.