If it's not one thing it's another. At the beginning of my pregnancy I brought up wanting to try breastfeeding my son. All my older sister would say was "you're not going to be able to" "he probably won't latch on" and that "I just need to start buying formula" even though I put my foot down and said thats my plan cause not only is it safer but completely free! She still shrugged her shoulders at me and said you'll see. Well a couple days ago my aunt offered to pay the monthly fee for a diaper service so I can use cloth diapers only, when I told my family they all said it wasn't going to last and it was just nasty using a used diaper. I'm tired of all the negativity on how I want to raise to the point where i don't even want to mention that I don't want his hair cut for a couple years. I just wish I had family outside of Washington to stay with until I can get on my feet cause they're making me go crazy and trying to hold it all in with these hormones is not helping the situation.