its better than venting on facebook

[african_mama_bear]

I vent on here only cause I'm a private person and rather not put it on fb like some people but I think I'm just sick and tired of my boyfriend the love feels like it died and I don't want it honestly I'm due I'm two months and I just want him out of my life and wanna co parent he don't work don't put no effort into working than wanna act like he the man of the house and get mad when I don't listen or respect him lol how can I though I get up take our child to school everyday pick her up I'm on my feet at work all day while he sits and plays Xbox and hangs with his loser friends and smoke than he buys cigarettes everyd three days but deny it this time I had proof though he is spending 11 on cigarettes idk why cause there $7 but when he smokes weed with his friends he is always the one buying the thing they smoke it in and I'm tired of my bank statement always saying $1 or $2 was spent on it every freaking day like his friends can't afford it than when he do try to make money to help out I don't see it at all lol he was suppose to have like one hundred or so all I saw was 20 and when I asked him do he have cash he said no so Lord knows where it goes I'm just over the fact that I'm living with a bum my dad wasn't a great dad and ain't but us nothing but at least he went to work everyday to help out with bills he is a great dad but I just can't deal with it and I feel so bad that if I die my kids would me messed up because their dad is such a loser I swear omg why did I have to have two kids by a freaking bum loser I'm so posses off at myself

[african_mama_bear]

Yes it's frustrating and stressful and I don't mind sleeping alone trust lol wish I could kick him off the bed sometimes thank god I have government assistance still helping me although I work cause with my check and paying the bills and supporting my child idk how I would've done it honestly thank god they will help me with baby things I can't get on my own and it's so sad his mom is involved in our life and his father I just look at them like how can u raise a bum their daughter is lazy their son is lazy I just hope my kids don't be like any of them I am very unhappy I see his face everyday and wanna spit in it and he has the nerves to say he the man of the house negro where I cook clean make the money pay the bills he was such a good guy smh idk what happened I feel like I'm holding on to see if that man I fell in love with would come back the man who had my back supported me when I didn't have nothing the man who we both came up with ways of getting money and grinding I just secretly wish he would cheat on me cause I would be done for sure I be pushing him to just cheat or something I just want him out of my life and we use to have this problem of him supporting his friends habits with our money he stopped and now he is doing the same thing but it's me and my children money he is using he has two ppl that can get him good jobs I tell him call and check up with them he be like oh I'm sure they will call me like no u have to call and show them you are really serious but he is so Danny lazy man

[Lovingbaby1115]

Wants to stay in a house that we struggle in I feel like my baby won't have has much because he rather stay in a house we can't even afford he seems to don't understand this baby is gonna need stuff I feel like he is dumb in this situation and it makes me mad

[Lovingbaby1115]

Thank you for posting this my boyfriend is getting on my nerves I feel like he is dumb has ****** we are struggling in a house that we can't afford I actually pay all the bills on one 500dollar check ever two weeks. Because hes checks only be 40dollars I told him we should move in a apartment he seems to don't won't to he wa

[melaniee123]

I think you need to get out of that relationship,  before your new baby comes, that's very unhealthy and it sounds like your unhappy.. i think you would be better off with your kids and maybe you kicking him our will hopefully motivate him to do something... my bf use to be like that before our first son and thank god he changed or else I would have been kicked his *** with his lose friends also... good luck :)

[Jassy10142015]

At this point you're doing everything by yourself, you might as well be by yourself. Its been 5 days since mine has stayed here and tho you get a Lil lonely at night, I prefer it. I pay all the bills by myself, I should sleep here by myself. Him being here isn't doing anything but running up my light bill and cleaning out my refrigerator. I think NOT!!!

[african_mama_bear]

Omg yes man it's so frustrating I be so mad when I get home from dropping our daughter off in this hot sun and picking her up than he always wanna be like I was gone take her but u looked like u wanted to take her like nigro stfu I just wanna break every game but than I realize it's my money I'm wasting than I be at work like make me food give me a massage something his a** wanna complain about being hungry and for me to cook he is so freaking ugh man I just wanna punch him in his face he outside with his friends now I just wanna go out there and Lord Jesus let me relax I never felt so disgusted in a person or myself for allowing this bum in my freaking life I mean in the beginning it was good but now I'm over it can't even stand looking at him I rather be a single parent to be honest

[Jassy10142015]

You just spoke volumes honey. I'm in the same predicament. When I get home and see him I automatically flip out bc I realize I've been at work all day and he's been home doing ****. I pay all the bills and any thing else that goes towards our son. I'm so tired of this ****. He says hes trying but I can't take "trying" to the landlord or light bill. I'm so over it. I just want him outtttt!