:( I just wanna give up.

[JaJaelinn10]

So this is obviously not a question but, I just want to get my feelings out :(
Im 19, and im 36+2 FTM. Me and my unborn sons father have a pretty off and on relationship. Ive had a car since I was 16, but unfortunately, I was a troubled kid back then and wasnt getting my license, but now that im 19, and pregnant im focused on getting my license. But since im not working my babies father was suppose to help me pay for the drug/alcohol course TODAY so I can get started on working on my license since I just got my car back yesterday, but today, actually just now he calls saying basically he has no money left on his credit cars, the plan was he was suppose to LEAVE $40 on his card so I can pay for the course and start on it immediately. && afterwards when he came home from work we were suppose to go to walmart and shop for our son, but instead hes focused on getting a **** CELL PHONE!!! ;( I feel like hes holding me back from trying to better myself. Im not sure what to do, ive been crying for awhile now. && I still cant get over the fact that the baby can come ANYTIME he wants, and he acts like he doesnt effing care.

[JaJaelinn10]

Exactly, same thing my mom said, I already got myself back in school, so Im proud for that. && no my baby shower might happen AFTER babies born unfortunately, alittle family gathering. But, its like if I had my own job I wouldnt rely on him for anything :(

[Galvez]

That's wen u stop relying on him. If he can't be there for u financially start looking at other options bcz ure baby regardless is going to need dipers, wipes,  clothes ect formula or (brestfeeding wich is free) ... Have u had a baby shower yet? ?

Idk wat guys think acell phone is more important than anything else, u need ure driving license ure gana have a lot of appts after the baby is born