over stressed momma

[angel_babie92]

Ive recently posted about having little to no patience and well today is a bad day. Me and my boyfriend got into an argument over miss communication about an apartment for rent. He ended up telling me to leave even though my 5 year old was with me. Im mad and hurt that every time we argue he takes the easy way out by saying he needs a break, some space or telling me to leave when im at his apartment. every time we argue or fight im always the first one to say sorry or beg him to talk to me. I hate it cuz it makes me stress so bad. Idk what to do any more. I feel bad for fighting over miss communicate but at the same time im so mad that he would make me leave with my child knowing we dont have a car.

[angel_babie92]

He had a class to go to when we were arguing and it is very hard. I do everything for my self and my boys while being 7 months pregnant and its gotten to the point where i only look 5 months pregnant cause all the stress. I have no ones help but him and my mom and i hate asking her for anything even help cuz it always come back at me. I feel like i shouldn't have left. Like i should have stayed and dealt with it when he got back cuz i hate being at my moms. Being their with him feels so good. It feels like a home and i havent had that since my mom and dad were together and that was almost 12 years ago. Neither of us were in the wrong cuz it was miss communication but i feel like it was my fault cause being emotional. I always blame myself when we fight cuz i know i get very emotional. Idk feel so stuck and things wont change untill we get our own apartment but thats taking forever and i hate going back and forth. I just wish he would act like he understands but he dosent show that he does.

[Emmasjr8]

First I'm so sorry for what u r going through. I am pregnant with my second child. I have an alcoholic boyfriend and let me tell u it is hard some days. I babysit children during the day and have a second job at night. So my stress levels runs very high. I have learned to do thing for myself and my child I try not to worry about what he does. I have worked hard for years to do for myself. Payed off my car & just bought my 1st home. There usually only a few people I can count on and it's my family. They r my rock and help me when they can I truly am blessed. I hope it gets better for u just keep your head up and do what u think is right. Trust your instinct they usually r right.

[Alainasmommy2013]

You need to let him know how you feel.

It's pretty ridiculous he would make you leave when you have your child and no real way to get home. He could at least give you a ride if he has a car....