Well.....my bd and I decided to become a couple again, and honestly I couldn't be more happier.
To all the single moms who are in an off/on relationship with the father this goes out to you: no matter what ANYBODY say, make yourself happy. If you feel in your heart that being with the child's father is right, then you such stick it out and FIGHT! It has not been easy these past 7 months, but with constant faith, prayer, and determination.....I got my love back!
God works in mysterious ways, and sometimes we have to go through stuff like this so that we can better appreciate what we get. So keep your head up, and trust in the Lord.....I promise He won't fail/leave you!