So. I'm 17w2d along. Normally I'm very put together and professional. I am typically good at holding in my emotions and write about them, not very expressive... Past week i see a commercial and i cry. I go to work and someone asks how the baby is, i cry. I think of the father (we split up) and i cry. And while I'm crying my dog will try to make me feel better and curl up on me and lick my face, surprise!! I cry. To give you an idea of how messed up i am, I was playing Fable III and there's a part where you have to choose, three civilians or your lover has to die. okay? I cried. Over a video game! And I'm going out of my mind. I have never lost control like this over my emotions. EVER. I'm so angry with myself, and then while thinking of how angry i am... I cry! I feel hopeless. My step dad, in 14 years has never seen me cry until today.I was so embarrassed. i cried because i burnt cookies. Seriously.