Special

[babyweasel05]

Know how like pregnancy is meant to be like this amazing special time in your life like especially when its your first... Well... I've literally hated everything that's going on in my life during my pregnancy..

It started that my dad got a girlfriend at 18
Then she ended up pregnant and is due 3 weeks after me
Then my work being idiots with my hours n making me lose shifts
Then it start to get better and boom I get dumped off my 5 yr boyfriend/fiancé cause he doesn't love me like he used to which was lovely
Then I become homeless
N now I literally wake up every day trying to do my best for the baby but like in all honesty at being only 23 weeks I'm petrified of what's to come the next 17 weeks with my luck just now...

On a good note I found this fabulous nursery furniture for my son and I think I've found the pram but I'm not sure and I've started buying stuff so like I have something to look forward to but every day is like a task if you get me like so much effort to feel like getting out of bed :( sorry to be depressing

[babyweasel05]

It's his decision like it just makes everything harder

[jada0316]

Try not to stress yourself as much as possible. I know that sounds beyond possible but focus more on your little one and nothing else . I am having my first due in November and the first 6 months have been depressing too . Now all I focus on is what I want for my son, what will he be like, what will I be like as a mom, ect. It's really s h i t t y of your fiancé to leave at such a pivitol moment in your life, but you have to be strong for your little one. Chin up :) , where there is a will , there is a way