depression

[sepowers]

The past few months I've been beyond depressed its getting worse all I do is sleep I can't eat I can't stop crying and all I can think about is killing myself I've put off telling my doctor because im scared they'll attempt me to the crazy house what should I do...

[tavey]

As honey I'm sorry your going through this and it ***** your family and friends have done that go get help for you and baby if you don't you may end up hurting yourself and baby I'm not trying to scare you or anything your going through a lot and it takes a toll on you

[sepowers]

Im scared they will take the baby away from me as well ever since people found out I was pregnant all my friends left me and called me a ***** my family wants me to give him up for adoption my boyfriend says he doesn't even want this kid I feel like im just over reacting I always felt like depression was just someone over thinking everything I know that's how my family feels they'd say im starved for attention and on top of everything I found out while o was pregnant that my ex gave me hpv so my now boyfriend has it as well he holds it against me

[BalancedWifey]

Good luck! I'm in the same boat. Except everyone knows & doesn't believe me.

[krizi]

Yes ,the only way you will get baker acted is if you let it be known that you are suicidal,so just avoid bringing it up if you just want medication,good luck please always remember there are ppl here you can always talk to and just keep looking up always, take care hun!

[rosey3216]

Oh honey. That is not good. I know you don't want everyone to know but honestly that is the least of your worries. Especially with you being pregnant, now is the perfect time to be selfish. Depression is a serious illness, not a choice. You need to think about the safety of you and baby before anyone else. And with you being 19, (at least that's how it is where I live) if you change your mind during the program, you can sign yourself out. And the one I went to, they told me the first day that I can refuse to go to classes, I can refuse to eat, I can refuse to participate in group activities, but since im there I might as well go because I would benefit from it, otherwise what's the point? They will probably do one on one counseling as well and may try a medication for you. But you have to be honest with them.

[tavey]

In my opinion I think you should tell your doctor everything get help now before baby comes because the lack of sleep and everything else can pile onto the stress someone has yo be strong for you and keeping it bottled up inside only makes it worse think of that beautiful baby growing inside you he/she needs a healthy mommy...