Ive dreaded every weekend during my pregnancy because I know hubby is going to come home, eat dinner, and leave to "go work" on fixing up his parents garage (which really means: go drink beer with the buddies). I know that he deserves a little guy time, but every weekend we end up fighting because he makes up some lame excuse to leave when he knows that I know what he's really doing. He comes home drunk and I can't stand it. I know he works all day, but that's all he does. I don't work but am in school full time (at 9 months pregnant). I had to do all of my classes online which added to the stress. I do all the housework everyday, laundry, dishes, and everything in between. I also am constantly caring for my 2 year old along with everything else. I feel like I never get time to myself and he reminds me of it every single weekend. I know that he works, but at the end of his day he comes home and watches Netflix or plays games. Meanwhile, I've spent all day cleaning, doing homework, quizzes, playing with my son and making sure he's eating but my work day never seems to end until I sleep! Even then I'm miserable sleeping. It just *****. We fight so much lately and I know I can't make him care more so I just wish I could not worry about what he's doing on the weekends. No matter what I tell myself though, not to get angry, you know he's gonna do it I still end up ruining both our weekends because I'm so jealous of him. I have no friends anymore, ever since my first pregnancy and I want to blame him all the time, but I know it's not his fault. I just feel like if he hadn't persuaded me to be a stay at home Mom in school, then I would still have friends and not have become such a shut in. I hate it because part of me is looking forward to leaving him at home with both kids after i've had my son and going out drinking, even if I have to go alone and solely out of spite! I just know it will never end.