From past 25 days, i have entered into a relationship.
Actually, i know the girl, from past 3 years. We were introduced thru a common school friend (very good friend of mine). Just 25 days back, she messaged me on fb, just casual hi hello..
Just in chats, i proposed her.
She said, ok, let me think, i said ok. She said, she is ready to take forward our relationship.
I said ok, actually, till that moment i just casually asked her & i was sure she would deny & will say, what a sence of humour. Just for fun I asked. But that chaged humour into serious conversation..
I said, before we enter any relationship, lets clear any doubts, so that its not any confusion.
she said ok. (We both are 24 years old and having 2 years of working experience now, studied different colleges, just connected thru social media)
I said, I was single till now, just for some reasons
1) I Had heartbreak, in earlier graduation, & it took over 2 years to overcome that pain
2) During post Graduation, I developed a serious mature thinking, 7 want to focus my career
3) I will enter long term relationship, means only for marriage
& some other reasons
I clarified her, that, during my 2 years of professional experience, My thinking has changed & I want to live in today.
I don't know, whether world will survive tomorrow or not. Also i speak truth...
Coming to the relationship, I said "I cannot marry u, & i will be in relationship till we mutually agree together"
she asked reasons, I clarified..
She said its ok..
25 days have been past, we guys are having telephonic conversation, text messages. even naughty talks, hot conversations..
This is my first relationship, I have no idea..what i am doing...
The confusion and question that is coming in mind is,
1) "What i am doing, is it rite or wrong ???? " I have discussed, this wid her & have clarified the doubt. But still some thing is in my mind.
2) She is a good girl, but still i cannot trust her completely, may be she was also same (We discussed this thing, & concluded, trust will build over a period of time)
3) Now we guys are ready to meet, and definitely we will have sex (whenever we will meet, however it will take 3-4 months)
Things are going so fast, that at times i am confused, whats happening, whether i m rite or wrong.
whether to go in with this relation or to stop all this at this moment.
I don't want to break any one's heart..