Unfortunately, I can never seem to form healthy relationships. I tend to get so caught up and idealize people. Then, whenever I discover that they are not that into me, of course, I fall into a great dark hole. I notice that I do it and I make an attempt to stop. However, I fall back into the same routine. I don't always notice until its pretty bad. Its not just intimate relationships, its friendships too. I behave as if that one person is my sun, stars and moons. If something goes wrong, I call that person. God forbids, if the person is unavailable or busy having a life -- it becomes "I hate everyone" "why don't they love me?" Its so annoying and I feel terrible about myself. I feel terrible for those around me. I don't want to alienate everyone in my life. I just feel helpless.