You are not with the right person, for you to look at a long term relationship with such as marriage. Keep the friendship and move on and continue to look for someone unattached that will stir that same fire within you and you will not have another storm, called consequences of getting involved with another womans man. The guilt, jealousy and all that comes as a result is too high a price to pay for quelling that fire. No matter what, stay true to yourself and do not allow yourself to be second best or used goods for anyone. Especially a man who has pledged his love to another.
It's okay to acknowledge that these feelings exist. And, you do right in admitting
that acting on these feelings would be wrong... for both of you.
Analyze the thoughts... observe the feelings... and, let your conscience be your guide.
you are playing with fire my girl, he is married and i imagine that his wife loves him very much, and just think what that would make you. if you do not have sex feelings for your fiance he is not the one you should choose for life, you need someone to love and cherish and have a family with leave this man alone they will tell you anything to get what they want and then it is over, and how will you feel, i can tell you now you will feel cheap and easy and sorry, you are hurting to many people luck jo