I think what you do, since you agree that you know deep down this isn't healthy, is you work on YOU> Stay busy, make other plans, get a plan for how to work on yourself. The guys are a bit of a band aid-- their attention feels good. It does for everyone, but if it is starting to control you so you don't make good choices, then you need to get stronger on our own. Don't date at all until you are. see a therapist. Work on school/career. Work on exercise and getting strong. build really strong friendships. Have a social life that is about having fun and not this woo woo of a guy paying attention to you. this sounds hard---- but it's the ticket to being free of being tied to needing this guy or any other. good luck
Well, you sound kind of off balance, like you will fall for anyone who gives you a kind word. Don't give anyone nude pics, for heaven's sake, don't even take them. And don't have sex with someone who you can tell doesn't love you. You are looking for a boy who will be serious about you forever, not a boy who is just after sex.