what should i do HELP

[ilgpilgpxo323]

well ive been dating this guy Greg sence 3-23-06 but ive known him sence kindergartin. but we only beent alkin about dateing sence 2006 till he finaly asked me out now they day after he asked me out i saw him and like it felt so right to be with him. So from there on in he always wrote me love letters on myspace and said the sweet thing to my face but then he got locked up 2 weeks after we started datein then i find out hes talking to his ex girlfreind and that the day he got locked up they were makeing out at the skatepark. so i didnt hear from him for a week or two and heard from his sister he ddnt want to be with me anymore. so i was talkin to this kid i usto date witch was his bestfreind Josh. Josh is short but when im with him i dont see it. Josh was a bestfreind till that night i went over we all were chillin and i went in the kitchen to get some liqus and he followed and told me what i ment to him then for 2 months i went over every weekend and i still was dateing Greg. and he new it. but then one day **** ggot out to Gregs sister and she told him . and he flipped so i stuck up for josh and said i took advantage of him while he was drunk. then i told him that josh dont even rember but he dose and it wasnt cusz he was drunk now 3 months after the day greg got put in lockup he came out. and he was mad happy then those two months all we did was hangout and stuff . and then like for the last 3 weeks of him being out of lockup he chnaged we were supoto do mad stuff but he a;ways had group or fishin with his dad or practising with his band. but then come to find out from his bestfreind Josh. Greg was messing around on me for those three weeeks told her he loved her then told her i was his crazy ex gf and i was his cuzin that was on amarican idole when oi found out i flipped on him and bea the **** out of him. then he cryed for hours not for me to brake up with him. and i didnt then he got lockedup i was still all messed up with him cheatin on me with not only
that girl Angie but with Shabion. and Kelsey. and i think Averie. im not sure about Averie all i know is she slept over his house 4 times in a week. u know. and i cheated on him agian with the same boy josh. and josh the whole day held me infront of all gregs freinds and we went to a fire and we cuddled it was so cute then we went to his house and yeah what happend from there use ur imagination the after i stayed over he made me breakfest and i ate then we hung out for an hour n i left. and the whole time all me nhim could talk about was Gregs sister Brittany she saww me n Josh kiss and got pictures of it. then imed me n him callin us all kinds of ****. u know. then all he could say was leave Greg . and move on to smaller n better things. and i just looked at him i got hom and he found out from his siter. already he called me from lockup me n josh made a story up... but everytime im with greg and were around josh i cant stop looking at him. i think about him alot. he never once treated me like **** or lied to me. Greg always dose. lies and is very cruel sometimes. but Josh theres something about him that just makes me smile and like i love greg. tbu anyways he came back from lockup and like we talked about **** and hewas only here for 2 weeks and those two weeks he broke my fone . got me a engagment ring. then he i think cheated on me agian. im not sure but everytime i seeen or see josh i get butterflys. and now he dont want nothign to do with me like that just freinds after he told everyone that he loved me and that he think i should be with him not greg . but now he sed he only said it cusz he was drunk ... i dont knwo im confussed but now hes still talkin to me and like he like pushes me away when hes at his freinds house ont he computer but when hes home on his own by himself he opens up a lil bit but he dont act the same but when i see him he  cant keep his eyes off me. u knwo im just confussed and need help. now gregs locked up agian for 5 months. and im sick of being with someone that keeps doing this yes i love hims o much he was my 1st love but he can be an asswhole and treeat me like **** sometimes. u know but int he end hes always tellin me how much i mean to him u know. i dont knwo HELP dose Josh truly still like me and thinks that im just using him when gregs gone. cusz thats the only time i get to talk to him cusz greg cant yell at me or him . or should i just stay with Gregory.?

[Lady_Baglady]

That's completely illegible to me...please don't breed, especially with this Greg fellow...
That being said, you all should be in a polyamorous relationship.

[mami1323]

treazzure you're too funny.  You should go on Jerry Springer with this story.  That's if Greg is not locked up and can actual attend the show.

[treazzure007]

is 'lockedup' in jail or grounded or what?  that gregory is a busy bee i tell ya'

personally, i feel you should stay w/ both of them and even add new one to the mix to keep the excitement/confusion brewing.  then, write us here for the newest updates to the saga