I am 57 yrs old and my lungs were damaged from a gas exposure 15 yrs ago. I have maintained over the years with a good drug therapy until 2 yrs ago when I became ill and spent 15 days in the hospital. I was treated with high doses of steroids as my lungs are somewhat resistant to steroids because I use them daily. The high doses of steroids caused avascular necrosis in my right hip and I needed it replaced in 2008. In 2009, I again spent a week in the hospital on high doses of steroids and the left hip and left knee died and needed replacement. This has been a long process to get healed. I also developed carpal tunnel in both wrists from using a walker during my recovery and had surgery on my wrists this past April..
In Jan, 2009, my oxygen levels kept dropping below 88 and I had a sleep study, which showed levels in the low 80's so I was put on oxygen, 2L at night. After my 2009 hospital stay, my oxygen levels would drop to the mid 80's when I walked even a short distance so the doctor wanted me on oxygen when I ambulated. I am having a difficult time following through with this as I seem to be going through some emotional issues, thinking everyone is looking at me with that nasal canula in my nose. I also find the portable tank, in the bag, heavy and difficult to carry. Since my joint replacements, I need a cane to walk with and can't carry a cane, purse, and the heavy bag.
I noticed that my heart rate increases to way over the 110 rate when I walk...it seems that as my oxygen decreases, my heart rate increases. Am I going to hurt my organs by being so emotionally stressed over wearing the oxygen? I do not know anyone who needs oxygen and feel like I am alone on this sinking ship. I try to walk without the oxygen and my arms get sweaty and clammy feeling and then I stop for a few seconds before continuing my walk. I never realized how emotional this could be. I found that I am not going out a lot and when I do, I just get what I need and leave...no more enjoyable shopping adventures.
I used the oxygen at night, but avoid it during the daytime. I hope others can help me overcome this phobia of being on oxygen in public.
Cynthe