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[Pleasehelpsomeone242]

Hello, pleass dont delete my thread so in January 2019 I hooked up with a guy. All we did was oral sex but ive had the biggest longest nightmare of my life trying to figure out whats wrong with me. It all started with this horrible taste that tastes like feces thats been lingering in the back of my throat. Over a years time my symptoms have only gotten worse. It feels as if something is living in my throat, and crawling all over my body, ive seen a large obvious worm in my stool but my stool test keeps coming back negative. It feels as if something is crawling in my brain just eating it away everyday. And nobody seems to even want to help me. They just want my money. I saw a bug come out of my eyes that literally had antennas. My face twitches almost every second. My head swells. Ive been to so many different doctors, had endless amounts of tests done. Ive developed a major vitamin deficiency all of a sudden to vD and vB. I just dont know what to do anymore, yesterday i threw up brown vomit. I called the hospital and they said they dont even know what theyd do for me. Im completely lost and just mentally drained. I dont think i can take this abuse for much longer. The suffering is just never ending and it seems as if theres no way out. Ive prayed and looked to God and it seems as if its just a whatever. I dont even know how ive made it this far. Anyone please please please help me

[auntiejessi]

I agree - this is not the result of an STD or the oral sex. No STD causes these symptoms.

With compassion, no judgement - was there something about the encounter that triggered something for you mentally? Have you ever had this happen before?

If there was a bug that came out of your eye, what happened to the bug? If it happens again, can you maybe catch the bug and show it to someone?

In the meantime, this has to be really stressful, and you should consider talking to a therapist. I wish you the best.

[Paxiled]

Only thing we can tell you is none of it has anything to do with the oral sex.  If your docs can't find anything have you investigated help for mental illness?