I was diagnosed with genital herpes 20+ years ago. I have not been in a sexually intimate relationship for the last 14 years due to this disease, but have now met someone very important to me that I would like to be sexually intimate with. When originally diagnosed, I had one negative followed by a positive culture. Since that initial outbreak, I have not had a recurrence of blisters or lesions in all this time. The two partners I had years ago did not get infected, but both left when I told them about my infection. That is why I have avoided all relationships since then, until now. I have experienced some symptoms (pretty much just some tingling or a feeling of an onset)on very limited occasions over the years when under extreme stress.
When I met the person that I am now in a relationship with, I brought on symptons when I realized I needed to tell him that I am infected (which I did) - too much stress! He is very anxious now about becoming infected, and does not wish to have intercourse at all until he can be assured that he is safe. He also wanted to engage in cunnilingus, until learning about my infection. I just got a HerpeSelect blood test just to confirm that I have it, and I tested positive (>5.00) for HSV2, so there is no doubt unfortunately. He was tested about 10 months ago, and was negative. We had a consultation with my gynecologist, who indicated that there would probably be little or no risk in doing cunnilingus, and that if I began suppressive therapy with Valtrex that my partner would be 100% safe from acquiring the infection, even in unprotected intercourse, given my history. Do you agree with this?
Is there any way for us to have a complete sexual relationship without fear and/or risk of transmission? Since I have not had symptomatic outbreaks (other than tingling mentioned above - only about 2-3 times) in 20 years, the concern is with shedding. I am happy to say that my partner seems determined to continue in our relationship, but we have limited our sexual activity to fellatio, fingering, and mutual masterbation. How can we have more than this, without worry? Thank you for your help.