I've been through A LOT, and I mean A LOT of stress and anxiety the past entire year. It's been unlike anything I've ever experienced. I lost my ability to get an erection because of it, and as soon as that happened my libido went out the window, for obvious psychological reasons. I don't have my libido back yet, a year later...but can achieve erection but not as hard as they used to be.
Now, about 6 months ago I started getting a pain in my my groin or testicle. It's a pain that is located on the left underside of the scrotum and goes back, but not really to the anus. Just near the left testicle and back up the inside of the groin. I also have a new vein, a thin one on the left side of my penis. It came out of nowhere. Alarmingly, my left testicle feels smaller than it used to...like it shrunk a little. Also alarmingly, my testicles move, now, too. I don't mean temperature adjustment. I mean they just move on their own constantly. This has never happened before. I went to my doctor in february and he said I had slight epididymitis. I didn't tell him about the testicles moving, though. He checked my testicle and said it wasn't a cancer. I told him I have no problems controlling my bladder and no frequency to pee. He said it wasn't my prostate. He gave me a round of cipro and said it might be sexual. I took it, but it didn't really help. I am worried I have prostatis.
I an worried that my libido loss is actually physical. My testosterone was read at 330 or something, which my doc said was normal. But I don't understand why my libido hasn't come back. I can get an erection, but sex just doesn't seem important to me anymore. It used to be the most important thing. I've been stressed before in the past and never had libido issues. I'm still under stress but not as bad. But I do admit that I am other things I am worried about (work, future, finances etc). I am a 29 year old man. I am worried my libido is gone forever. Is this possible?