A question about prostitutes

[annie406]

i NEED TO KNOW ALL ABOUT WHAT STREET PROSTITUTES DO WITH CLIENT. I MEAN HE PULLS UP SHE GETS IN AND WHAT?? SHE TELLS HIM WHERE TO GO PARKING LOT STREET ALLEY WHEREVER AND WHAT DO THEY USUALLY TALK ABOUT ON WAY AND WHILE THERE IN CAR AND ON WAY BACK?? cHARGE FOR SEX AND TIME IT TAKES. i FOUND OUT MY HUSBAND OF 55YRS HAS BEEN TO YOUNG BLACK STREET PROSTITUTES. oNE TIME 2 PULLED UP AND HE GOT IN THEIR CAR WENT UNDER A BRIDGE AND ACCORDING TO HIM ( ha ha ) only 1 did sex the other got out and stood lookout. Doesnt seem true to me cause arent they out there to make money and time is money. Only 1 made money!!!!!  What do they charge and time it takes i want to know it all because i can't trust what he says. He said they come to tuuck and yell they want to do whatever and they tell him how where to wear a condome. Is that right , I thought the client told the prostitute what to do. Please help me I am broken hearted and feel i must put him out but i want to understand. Thank You   annie

[remar]

I forgot to tell you to check your inbox at the top right of your page. It will say if you have messages.

[remar]

What you did for your mother and father was awsome! I hope you had a great time visiting with your cousins while you were there.
Yes, that's the song I was named after. My parents decided to spell it differently though. I like the name Annie too.
I know! It has been crazy weather. We had some rain here Friday and it's been a little wet today. Yes, maybe snow tomorrow night. It's sure going to be cold enough for it. Your grandson does'nt live that far from me. Maybe an hour or so.
PTSD, post traumatic stress disorder. I'm glad to hear you're seeing her so often. You really need it right now.
We will be celebrating Christmas at my moms. We do every year on Christmas eve. Church, dinner, presents, playing with all the kids. Since our daughter is grown we don't put up a tree any more. My mom goes all out though because we all come to her house. You have 7 sons so you will most likely be going to several of their homes? Or, will you all get together at one home?
I'm going to send you a short message to see if you get it. Check your home page and it will say you have a message up around the right of the page.
Take care. Corena

[annie406]

Hey, how are you doing? I been kinda busy with a couple of my sons, I love that kind of busy I must say. We went to decorate my parents and my brothers graves. My Dad is indian so we have a little thing we do at graveside for him and my brother, Mom too. She was Irish and Jewish, go figure. They are buried in Iola Ks. so when I go there I have to see my cousins that are still there. We are all old now. LOL
I was thinking about your name, wasn't there a song called Corina,Corina? My name is Sue but I always loved the name Annie so here I can be Annie.
Hasn't this been crazy weather this year. I was hoping we'd get some rain but so far we've had a drip n drop for a minute. They say rain and maby snow for Sunday. I hope a little rain for sure. You probably have different weather where you live. I have a grandson in Rolla and he said it snows there pretty good when it does snow.
I did see mt therapist again fri. and will see her again Mon and Wed. She thinks I have post tramatic stress syndrome. I guess I said that right.
Not sure I understand that but ok.
Are you getting busy with the hollidays upon us? I decided I am doing absolutely  0 this year. Don't have the money or the want to. My boys will have to do do it, if anything is to be done. I just don't feel real cheerful this year. I better be getting to bed so I can get up and go to church  in the morning. I'll say goodnight and talk at you later.  Annie

[remar]

I'm so glad you had such a wonderful birthday.
To me, it sounds like your husband is still in a little bit of denial. He could be ashamed of what's he's done too and that's why he's not telling you everything. Maybe it's best that you don't know every detail. If he will agree to counseling he can tell the counselor everything and work through this. Then maybe the two of you can go together later on.
I agree with your minister. You husband could very well be a sex addict. And I agree that he probably does'nt remember everything. You would probably be surprised what all your minister has heard.
You're going to make your own coat? I am so impressed! That's wonderful. Yes, keeping yourself busy right now is such a great idea. Spanish is a pretty easy language to learn so why not give it a try. Taking a computer class is a great idea too. I really hope you do it.
I'm not surprised to hear that you've been tired lately. What you've been through must be so emotionally draining. Keep an eye on yourself, okay. After finding something like this out you can get depressed. You do sound good though and have a wonderful support system. On top of you being a very strong woman.
I got your note. It was so very sweet. Thank you. I sent you one too.
Take care my friend. Talk to you soon.

[annie406]

I did have a great day. My sons took me to steak house and met some of grandchildren there and had a small party. My husband showed up and I was a little upset over that but he was trying so hard to be kind. I know in my heart I need to forgive him everything but I feel he hasn't told me the total truth. I keep finding things out that don't make sense or add up and he tries to deny them and say people are lying on him. I know he is so flawed and my minister has counseled with him and said he believes he is a sex addict. He also said he thinks he has done this for so many years, his whole life, that he can't remember everything he's done. Remember we are Mennonite and this is unusual in our church. Our poor minister probably has never had to deal with this before. I don't know if my husband can't remember or is just playing that card. I guess I don;t trust him at all anymore and I hate feeling like this. I loved him all these years and what a fool I am. our minister said it's good to see a therapist but only God can heal and fix this. I guess time will tell. I love to sew so tomorrow I'm going to sew with a friend. We are making me a coat. She is a much better seamstress than I so she is helping me. I'm getting my haircut Friday after therapy and I'm trying to keep real busy.I want to take a class of something. My youngest son speaks Spanish fluently so he told me to take a spanish class and he'd help me. I was thinking about sign language which I do know but I'm not real fast with it and I thought I might brush up. Now I'm thinking about a computer class for slow seniors and I actually found one at a senior center for free.I also thought about volunteer reading at our library. I don't know maby I'll just set and do nothing. I'm kinda tired lately. We'll see. I'm going to pray about it. Talk at ya later  Annie

[remar]

I read her post and I do think she meant to send it to someone else. If she considers prostituting a "career" though that's very sad.
I see that you got the friend invite figured out. That's good. I hope you had a wonderful birthday. Send me a message if you would like letting me know how it went.  

[annie406]

Well I did it again. I read the whole thing again and see where this was sent to a Kellie Smith. They will know I'm silly now. If they see this I hope they know I thought this was for me.  Annie

[annie406]

Oh my gosh, did you read the note that I got?? I sent an answer but I don't know where I sent it. LOL I am so upside down on this computer that it's sad. I never ment any hurt or upset to anyone. I was venting my anger at  and about my husband. This lady talked about high end hookers and I was talking about sad little street girls. My husband used them even if he paid them. Thats what I find so sick that one human can use another like that with no worry about it. All's good in their world for a minute. But when he stands before God well I just wonder. Do you think she is a hooker? I thought maby she might be and felt I was disrespecting her but that is not the case at all. I feel so sorry and sad for any woman or girl that finds herself out there like that. God help them ALL. Tell me what you think.  Annie

[hoookerforjesus]

first of all, not to be rude, but your completly wrong.  Yeah money is the main objective of a hooker, but money is also the main objective of anybodies career! To provide for their families, and live.  Safety is always the #1 concern, so your wrong ! ANYTHING IS NOT up for grabs.  Hookers have set boundaries and rules that they follow, just as anyone in a field of work might have.  Would you say "anything is up for grabs" while your clocked in at your job??  Or would you only do things that aren't harmful and try your best to be safe while your on the clock??  Same thing with hookers.  Watch the news now a days.  High end hookers are getting paid $4,000--$5,000 for a night with a older man.  Who most likely is so old, that they can't even get it up.  So wow a hooker made more than you probably make in a whole month in her one night.

[remar]

Happy Birthday! You are 70 years young.
Will your husband go to see the therapists? I really hope he agrees to do this, for you and for himself.
I met my husband right before I turned 14. We just celebrated our 36 anniversary on the 27th. I was 15 and he was 18 when we got married. You and I both may have been extremely young when we got married but it sounds like we both took those vows very seriously.
Look on your home page around the top left. It will say you have a friend invite. Click on that and it will be from me. It will say to accept or ignore.
All you can do right now is take things day by day. You have a great attitude and already know this. It's going to take time. Some things in life are just not easy. I do hope you and your husband can work things out. He has a problem, a major one, that he probably does'nt even understand. The therapists will help him to understand why he's done what he's done.
I really do hope you have the most wonderful birthday. Talk to you soon. Remar

[annie406]

I hit the wrong place and it sent my reply before I was ready. I wanted to ask you what is a friend invite?? I am no good on this computer. I mess it up all the time.LOL Anyways I'll be talking to you later. I have a big day tomorrow. It's supposed to be a surprise but you know we moms have our secret ways to find things out. LOL It's my birthday, I'll be 70 and I feel it right now. Always glad to hear from you.  Annie

[annie406]

It must be so great to have your MOM here. I love it. I went to therapist today and talked about my husband, of course, and the problems he's having. The therapists, there are 2, said they would support me in whatever decisions I might make. I ask them to see my husband and that's the plan. One is a profiler. She once worked with the FBI but retired and came to KU part time. They are both past 67 so they have old day standards for sure. They are awesome. They both deeply believe in God and that matters much to me. I will tell you I am Mennonite, but not such a good one. I met my husband at church. Thought we were sooo compatible but what do you really know when your 14??? Nothing!! After all this I still feel like I know nothing. I'm just taking every day, day by day.

[remar]

I sent you a friend invite. I thought I had already done that but checked and I had not. It's sent now though.

[remar]

I'm so glad you Had a wonderful Thanksgiving with everything you've been through.
You're quite an amazing woman to still care about your husband. Hopefully he does'nt have Alzheimer's. The forgetfulness may be caused from stress. I'm sure the Dr will do testing on him.
How are things going with your therapist? You seem to like going and that's really great.
Yes, I love having a daughter. I must admit, when I was expecting I of course like any mother wanted a healthy baby. I did hope for a little girl though and that's what I got. She's an amazing young woman and we are extremely close.
We had a nice Thanksgiving. I'm the oldest of 3 girls and it was the first year my husband and I had it at our home. My mom has done it for so many years. It's time to give her a break from all the cooking and just have her show up with everything ready.
Please let me know if you get a chance, how everything went at the Dr. Take care. Remar

[annie406]

Oh my gosh, I had a wonderful Thanksgiving. All my boys were there. I went to my #2 son's house and the rest were there. Yes, my husband came also. I felt sorry for him. I guess he's losing his memory. I had noticed he would lose keys every day and we think he's in first stages of alzheimers. My son is going to take him to KU tomorrow for a check up. I can't even be angry at him now, just sick. My son told me he got a call the other day from an old neighbor that he was wondering around looking lost. My son went to check on him and he had lost his truck and did'nt know where he was. I am concerned about all this and yet I don't quite know what to do. Can't wait to talk to my therapist Friday. I feel upset over everything but I know somehow it will all work out.
Enough of me. How did your Thanksgiving go. Really great I hope. I'm thinking you spent it with your dear daughter. It must be great to have a daughter to share with and communicate with. Not so easy with boy's. Well I need to get off here and get ready for tomorrow. I decided I'm going to doctor with my son and husband. I'll be talking to you later. Hope all is well with you.  Annie

[remar]

I think you felt sorry for your husband because you are such a caring woman. You need time for you right now though. I'm glad to hear you have a standing appointment with your therapist. This is going to take time. And like you told your husband, you may never be ready to talk to him. Maybe one day you will though. I think you both need to be in therapy and then possibly couples therapy. Even if you don't get back together the couples therapy may give you the answers you really need as to why your husband did this.
If you get tested every 6 months you're probably fine. It was smart of you to be tested again though. Take care. Remar

[annie406]

My kidney is 3rd stage renal failure and it's, of course, a transplant so I'm a bit worried but not to much. I did test out perfect and it will take a bit for hiv test to come back. You know, I forgot I am tested every 6mo. for everything because I am transplant. I have been so angry and upset that I forgot it. I do have an ongoing appointment every friday to see my therapist. My husband came by after church today and wanted to talk. I felt sorry for him. He has aged. He has always been a good looking man but he sure looked older. I told him I wasn't ready to talk to him and didn;t know if I ever would be. He started to cry and I just hated that. My sons were here and told him they would talk to him but to leave me alone, that I was just starting to calm down. I don't know why I felt so sorry for him. I'm the betrayed one not him. I ask God to let me just not care about him at all anymore. It's hard. We have a long history and quite a story. Well again have a good turkey day and I'll be talking to you. Annie

[remar]

Did everything check out alright with your kidney? I sure hope so. Ha ha! Your comment about it being a male kidney is so funny. You do have a great sense of humor. And I agree with your therapist, this is one of the things that will get you through all of this.
Aw! Congratulations on your new great grandson. Your little great grand daughter will get used to her new brother in time. What she said was so cute though.
Did you set up another appointment with your therapist? I was really happy to hear that you would be going to one. It's something you need to do for yourself.
Yes, thank goodness all tests came back clear. Take care. Remar

[annie406]

Sorry haven,t answered sooner but had to take an unexpected trip to KU. My kidney started to cause me a few problems so before it got to out ocf hand I decided to go. I told my boys it,s all because it's a male kidney. LOL
I bet it's wonderful to have a daughter. I have grand and great granddaughters and I sure enjoy them a lot. My granddaughter Sarah just had a baby boy the 16th. She has a 5yr old girl and it's going to be hard on her because she has been #1 for so long and now it will change. She told her mother the baby boy was nice but could they leave him there because he made to much noise and gave her a headache!!  Shes not wanting him right now. So funny.
I did go to my therapist and she was so kind. I do everything at KU so I saw her yesterday before I was discharged. She told me I have a good sense of humor and I'm centered so her and I will work through this. I will be just fine. I was enraged and words I can't even use here when I found out all this garbage. I don't like it at all but I know I'll be ok. I think the very worst of it was knowing he cared so little about me that he risked diseases and God only knows what else. I have no immune system and I would have been in real trouble had he given me somthing. Let me say also that he would have been in worse trouble, believe me. He has been checked and so have I. So far all is ok. GOD is so good. I will be talking to you later. For now have a good turkey day.  Annie
  

[remar]

You may never get a straight answer from your husband. He might not even know why he does this. That's why he needs therapy too. But, right now you have to think about you and your mental and physical health. Of course you have all of those feelings. You have every right to. I really am so glad to hear you have an appointment Friday.
That's so great that one of your sons will be staying with you. They all sound like awsome boys.
Yes, I have one daughter. She is not only my daughter but my best friend. She is the only daughter, only grand daughter and only niece in my family. My two sisters both have boys.
I think helping women in need is a great idea. They sure do need the help. It would help you with your healing too.
Did your boys really say that? Oh my gosh, that is great! Yes, you did finally did get to accompany them with a male kidney.
You have a wonderful attitude and you will make it through this.
It's really nice to talk to you too.

[annie406]

I am going to see a therapist this coming Friday. He told me after the transplants. My Dr. thinks he's a sociopath. I think he knew I was trying to recover from the surgery and hoped it would either kill me, get me to leave, or someone knew something and he was afraid of being told on and decided it would look better for him if he confessed. I don't know, these are just my crazy thoughfs.
I do have 7 sons. It's been an exciting life with all 7 of them. What one didn't think of to do the others did. They have been pretty good sons all in all. One of mysons has been career military and he just retired so he's going to stay with me. All of them have always been very good to me. I am blessed.
There Dad has been trying to talk to them and explain but so far they wont listen. I kinds hope they do and find out why. I just want to know everything in detail. I wish I could walk on and not care but I am stunned, outraged, hurt, angry, all kinds of crazy thoughts. I hope the therapist can help me.
So you have a daughter. That must be wonderful. I tried several times for a daughter but to no avail.After 7 boys a girl wouldn't have a chance. We always had male dogs, cats, pets. Male, male, male. It was a joke with my boys that someday I would accompany them!!!I told them no way. When I got the kidney and woke up in icu they were all standing there smiling great big and I thought it was because I made it. Instead they said Mom you WILL accompany us now, you have a male kidney. LOL They thought that was so funny. Like I said I am blessed to have them. I am going to try to dwell on all the things I have to be grateful for. I am going to take a class or something or maby find who helps the sad street prostitutes and offer to help any way I can. I must stay busy. It's so nice to talk to you. I'll be talking to you soon. Annie

[remar]

I'm really glad you went to get tested. You should get some of the results back pretty soon. Your Dr does sound wonderful.
No, you did'nt tell me about the transplants. How awful for you! Thank goodness we live in the age we do though with all of this medical technology. He told you before or after the transplants? I wonder if the guilt was getting to him? I wish I could tell you why some men do this. There really could be so many different reasons. That's why he should get in to counseling.
When is your first appointment? I am so glad to hear you have this set up. You need help and support right now.
How many sons do you have? I think you mentioned 7 if I'm correct. I can't imagine having that many boys. I have an only child, a daughter.
Talk to you soon and take care.

[annie406]

I did go to KU and get tested. I hsd aids test also. If I would have something, anything, I hope he goes away forever. I actually am going to see someone at KU that deals with this type of thing. My primary care dr. set it up..She is so good to me for many years now. Did I mention I have had a liver and kidney transplant and thats when he decided to tell me all this garbage. I wasn't sick enough and at one point I was ina coma and when I woke I didn't know anything until I had my transplant. I was so toxic I thought it was in 1800's . Well enough of that. You are right I have awsome sons. I am so grateful for them. Two sons are married and two have lost their wives. The others said there to young to get married. They range from 53 to 45. I do appreciate you talking to me. I'll be back later. Bye for now. Annie

[remar]

Your sons sound wonderful and very protective of their mother. I know a little about this from friends and such. It almost never has to do with the wife. She can be the most perfect wife in the world and the husband can do this. I hope your husband does get in to therapy soon. Have you thought about therapy for yourself? I really do think it would be a good idea. I know I mentioned this earlier, I just think it would be good for you. I pray that your tests come back fine. I'm here most everyday if you want to talk, okay.