It happened a couple of weeks ago, nearing the end of October. I woke up feeling wet so I immediately went to the bathroom to see I was bleeding down there. I thought it might be my period, since I hadn't gotten it all month. But there was no pain and no odor. I usually get both, but not this time. The blood looked brighter as well. It looked really gross and weird. I checked down there with a small mirror, and became obsessed checking every-time I went to the bathroom. I also did research and asked lots of questions to siblings/friends. Days passed and I wanted to see a doctor to see if everything was okay there. It just looked strange as hell to me. I also noticed a large black bruise on my upper left arm. It was dark and purple, soft in the center too. I got really paranoid. I kept checking the bruise as well as down there. So weeks pass and I come to the conclusion that in actuality I was raped in my sleep, by someone I don't want to say.But I'm a super light sleeper and sleep in the same room as my sister. I went to bed the night before at one am, and woke up at two or three am when my sister came in. I immediately woke up when she did, and then I woke up later at six or seven am. I keep getting paranoid thinking they've been acting suspicious at least to me. Plus my room window was closed when I woke. They also watch me while I sleep sometimes. I'm at a loss. I scheduled a doctor's appointment in December. I don't have pain or anything, but I just feel different down there. I feel like something tore but don't know a thing about down there. Please help, am I paranoid or do I have reason to worry? This has been bugging me since late October. I feel like I've been raped by them, and that's why it looks so open down there and why I have the bruise, because they were pulling my arm in my sleep. But can you be raped in your sleep without feeling anything? I'm 19 and I don't want to live my life being paranoid, especially of someone I see everyday. Help please.