Hi people!
I dont speak english so expect some mistakes here.
So, my story is... I pulled an deodorant up my anal hole. I will not do that again in my life after this. I do this like for 4 months but not everyday, just once-twice a week.
Im 15 years old boy and when my parents came in my room my deodorant was still up there and i sit down on a chair, dont ask me how i did that, i was sure that deodorant dont get stuck there because i cant take any longer than that.
So, heres the problem, i didnt sleep well last night because of it... When i sat yesterday with that deodorant up there it curves there and i force it to stay on it. Like my body was straight and that deodorant in curves in there so this is how i sat on it. It did hurt a bit. My mom stood in my room for like 10 minutes and i stood with that 10 minutes as well. And when she left i went right to the bathroom and now my nightmare starts
When i pull a finger to see if anything is right I saw that i cant fit my finger any longer, i dont know how but i think my anal hole moved or something, i barrely fart, i dont even know if i can poop now ... If i get constipated i will get that stuck up there "? Im very scared .
When i put my finger there i can feel my bone somehow or something gets in way, in my anal hole way. Before that i couldnt feel any bone, any lump there, its like something is stuck in my anal hole. I need to fit my hole finger to feel what i tell you. Its like tiny space there that i can barrely fart. I fell like when i stood with deodorant 10 minutes up there something moved... i feel like i automutilate myself. I didnt try to see if my deodorant can enter in my hole now, i dont know if i will try to play with my hole again.
Help! Im too ashamed to go to a doctor and i have anxiety until someone answers me... Im little worried because of that.
Also, my stomach is big and i can feel barrely feel something in my anal hole not anytime .
Thank you for reading my story !