High, my name is Sam. I'm a 20 year old guy and have been using anal toys for masturbation for over a year. Two hours ago, I used a 5 inch plug for the first time, which is the longest I've tried. I inserted it about 4 inches and felt a sharp pain, which I've never had before. I quickly took it out. I just went to the bathroom so I could check my stool. It appeared to be normal. I haven't had any nausea or pain (since the initial pain from the toy, which went away in seconds.)
I have a long history of anxiety and get panic attacks several times a week. I take zoloft and klonopin for this. When I get worried, it can be hard for me to calm myself. Even though those signs probably mean that no damage was caused, it kind of freaked me out, and I haven't been able to get rid of the feeling since. I've been slightly dizzy, and I feel hot. I'm guessing this is from the anxiety, which I'm definitely still feeling.
As you can tell, it's causing a great deal of stress, and I need some advice. I could always go and ask my parents what they think (both are nurses.) For obvious reasons, I would prefer to ask here first rather than cause extreme embarrassment over nothing.