I have always adapted as a girl since the age of five. I have not let it out that I felt as though I was born a girl into a boys body ! Back then ,my fear was being heavily sedated and being locked up some where !I have self medicated myself for breast growth only because fo the fear of everyone finding out that I wanted to become a girl ! I have gone from being 38-32-38 ,to a feminine 45-29-40 figure. My question to you is : Do you think that I am too old to make the total transition to being a woman ,or do you think that I should live the remaing time of my life as a Shemale? This is not a joke ,nor is it funny ,this has caused me some considerable amount of pain in mylife !