Alright, so I'm about 19 years old, I'm going to turn 20 in March. I have a problem that I've been shrugging off for a while, but ever since I've become involved with someone and will soon become sexual active with them, I've been very ...self-aware of my body. I've been losing the weight that I should have shedded off ages ago, and I've been changing my eating habits.
For a virgin, I know quite a lot about sex and the way my body works along with my partner's. I've always gotten aroused and interested in sex...we've all had those moments, but the thing that frightens me the most? I've masturbated, but I've never actually '***'. Never. Whenever I feel close? I end up urinating. It's not to be mistaken for female ejaculation, it is most certain urine.
I've tried everything. Gone for long periods of time and teased myself, tried setting the mood right... what if I get together with my Significant Other and I end up not being able to ***? Or orgasm?
I've always thought that if I take my time, it would happen eventually. If I was patient with my body, it would click some day and my body and mind would ignore that need to urinate and I'd eventually ***.
But I'm 19 years old, venturing on 20 and nothing has happened so far...
I would really love some help.
I'm frightened and confused.