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PLEASE RESPOND!!! (sexual orientation) (OCD) HELP PLEASE
I accidently said
"his sexy older brother"
about a dirt bike (in my head)
then I thought about an attractive boy around the same age as me (14) and then fantasized about it but
And liked it. Then I got an erection a little bit. But then realized what I was really thinking about and it got me un-aroused and I got grossed out. I've always liked girls and actually did sexual things with them and liked it. And when I was really little I "experimented" with a couple boys, I liked the feeling of it but knowing it was a guy made me less aroused. I have been watching porn since I was 11 years old and liked only straight and sometimes lesbian porn. I never looked at the guys never liked the guys it was gross and still is. I don't want to become bi but not because I hate bi people or anything but because I really don't wan't to be in a relationship with men snd really do NOT want to have sex with men. I have a lot of unwanted thoughts about guys and i'm always saying things in my head like
"I hope i'm not gay"
"I hope i'm not bi"
"I wish I wasn't bi"
"I know i'm not gay or bi"
"Why do I have these thoughts"
"It's okay for others to be gay or bi just not me"
"I don't even like guys"
etc
etc
etc
I think it might be HOCD, Puberty, or even a Porn Fetish because I don't want to have sex with men but I have watch gay porn to make sure i'm not gay or bi but I do like the sex positions they do but not the guys.
HOCD because:
I've always had OCD
I have Intusive thoughts
I have to check to make sure i'm straight
I am afraid to be gay or bi because I don't want to have sex with males
Lots more
Puberty because:
I'm 14 and going threw puberty
Hormones Changing
Still a lot more
Porn Fetish because:
I'm not really attracted to the guy just the positions.
I do NOT see myself in the future with another man.
I quite porn and masterbaition.
IDK anymore it's killing me and i've been getting so confused please please please help
I know i'n not gay or bi... somehow idk
I need somebody to respond that had HOCD or is actually Bi or Gay or an OCD doctor. Please respond.
I ALSO HAD AN OCD ABOUT HAVING HIV/AIDS BUT THE TESTS CAME BACK NEGATIVE (This ocd lasted like 5-6 months)
"his sexy older brother"
about a dirt bike (in my head)
then I thought about an attractive boy around the same age as me (14) and then fantasized about it but
And liked it. Then I got an erection a little bit. But then realized what I was really thinking about and it got me un-aroused and I got grossed out. I've always liked girls and actually did sexual things with them and liked it. And when I was really little I "experimented" with a couple boys, I liked the feeling of it but knowing it was a guy made me less aroused. I have been watching porn since I was 11 years old and liked only straight and sometimes lesbian porn. I never looked at the guys never liked the guys it was gross and still is. I don't want to become bi but not because I hate bi people or anything but because I really don't wan't to be in a relationship with men snd really do NOT want to have sex with men. I have a lot of unwanted thoughts about guys and i'm always saying things in my head like
"I hope i'm not gay"
"I hope i'm not bi"
"I wish I wasn't bi"
"I know i'm not gay or bi"
"Why do I have these thoughts"
"It's okay for others to be gay or bi just not me"
"I don't even like guys"
etc
etc
etc
I think it might be HOCD, Puberty, or even a Porn Fetish because I don't want to have sex with men but I have watch gay porn to make sure i'm not gay or bi but I do like the sex positions they do but not the guys.
HOCD because:
I've always had OCD
I have Intusive thoughts
I have to check to make sure i'm straight
I am afraid to be gay or bi because I don't want to have sex with males
Lots more
Puberty because:
I'm 14 and going threw puberty
Hormones Changing
Still a lot more
Porn Fetish because:
I'm not really attracted to the guy just the positions.
I do NOT see myself in the future with another man.
I quite porn and masterbaition.
IDK anymore it's killing me and i've been getting so confused please please please help
I know i'n not gay or bi... somehow idk
I need somebody to respond that had HOCD or is actually Bi or Gay or an OCD doctor. Please respond.
I ALSO HAD AN OCD ABOUT HAVING HIV/AIDS BUT THE TESTS CAME BACK NEGATIVE (This ocd lasted like 5-6 months)
Don't know. Time will tell, there is genuinely no reason to obsess over it.
But regarding the porn thing, it wouldn't indicate being gay if you look at guys in porn. People often respond to the same gender as themselves in porn because they can see the same-sex person on the screen and more easily imagine what the activities would feel like on themselves than they could imagine what the opposite-sex person could possibly be feeling. Porno movies are so crummy that people don't get romantically turned on by the plot (as someone might, for example, in a good movie with compelling characters that also has sex).
But regarding the porn thing, it wouldn't indicate being gay if you look at guys in porn. People often respond to the same gender as themselves in porn because they can see the same-sex person on the screen and more easily imagine what the activities would feel like on themselves than they could imagine what the opposite-sex person could possibly be feeling. Porno movies are so crummy that people don't get romantically turned on by the plot (as someone might, for example, in a good movie with compelling characters that also has sex).
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