As a young boy of I'd say 14 or so, I would go onto random webcam chat sites like omegle and show my penis to any woman who came on. Sometimes, they would reciprocate and show me their naked bodies, and then I'd jerk off for them. This created positive reinforcement and to this day ( years later) I still get off to showing my penis to women on chat sites. But it isn't the act itself, specifically, I realized that I never ejaculate until they say that it's big or if they look surprised when they see it. The fetish has now mutated to the point where I get off from just being told that I have a big ****. And just today I realized that I didn't mind showing it to a girl 5 years younger than me, I just needed to be told that it was big. I'm worried that I will begin targeting younger girls because of their lack of experience they will always tell me it's big, and I do not want that to happen. This is becoming an addiction and I desperately want out. Please God help me.