Don't kill yourself. That's a cowardly act.
i don' see anything wrong with you and there are some women that would love to have you with that thinkness we can also keep in touch if you like
hey dude - im a girl and in my opinion that sounds pretty awesome to me - dont loose hope there will the perfect lady out there for you will absolutely love you for what you have down there,keep your chin up and keep trying to find that special one ;0
This is the thing must ladies that i have dealt with can even give me a ** right. The ans to your question about masturbating. I do masturbate faster when i do it myself but this is the thing when i do that I still will hard. See this is the thing when ******* I have to break sweet in order for me to *** so that i could feel a good release. So that my body would shut down so i can have a good sleep.
Can I just make sure I am clear about what you are saying?
You are successful in meeting girls, and reaching the point where you have sex. But, when you do have sex, it hurts them too much because your penis is thick, and because you last a long time. After this, they don't want to be your girlfriend, because of the pain during sex. Have I understood this right?
Or is it that they feel like they have finished having sex, and are ready to stop (perhaps quite quickly, because you make them sore), but you haven't reached orgasm yet, so you are frustrated?
Is there anything that gets you to reach orgasm quicker? Are you quicker when you masturbate? Maybe you could masturbate, or have her masturbate and/or suck you, as part of foreplay, until you are much closer to the point of coming, before you penetrate her.