Women have two types of orgasm, clitoral and vaginal. I'm told they feel quite different and many women prefer one over the other. If you prefer a clitoral orgasm over a vaginal one, that's perfectly fine.
Try teaching your partner what you like by showing him how you masturbate. Where you like to be touched, how much pressure, different motions, etc.
There is nothing wrong with the way you masturbate. In fact, it is quite normal. I have met women who never use any kind of toys in their vagina. They prefer to keep it pristine and not stretch it in any way. Your future boyfriend will thank you for this. Some just achieve masturbatory orgasm by manipulation their clitoris. This is totally fine.
Don't worry at all. im the same way & have been working on being less shy in front of him doing that. lol. Not wierd at all!
Women are just wierd about sex.
They chastise men about their sexual practices, but then they want it all for themselves in the wierdest ways!
well i cant tell you why it doesnt feel the same when you are having sex, but based on what i know, it is perfectly normal to reach orgasm by your clit instead of penetration. i am the same way, when i masturbate i dont like any penetration, but i do reach orgasm through rubbing the clit.