Me and my fiancé have been together for 2 years now. Over time, our sex life has dwindled. The times I try to initiate sex, she tells me she's tired,etc. After I fall asleep,I discovered that she masterbates next to me, sometimes with porn. This happens in the morning also, almost daily. Without telling her I know this, I asked her if she wants to watch some porn with me while we have sex. She tells me watching porn doesn't turn her on. When we do have sex, during foreplay, she doesn't get wet unless I give her oral. She tells me its the soap she uses that causes the dryness. She also rarely initiates sex with me. I'm sure you get the drift on how our sex life is on a regular basis. Honestly, I love her, and I don't doubt she loves me. I do want to spend the rest of my life with her, and vise versa. I don't think she is attracted to me, and it eats away at me. I don't know what to do. PLEASE HELP!!