I need some help understanding what is wrong with me. I have had this going on for 12 years. I have RLS that lead to writhing so severe it last for up to 5 hours. I convulse and will hit myself and spit and yell and go stiff with full body contractions. It is absolutely horrible. I have no control over what my body does at these times and have difficulty walking, talking, or moving on purpose. Many times I cannot talk and last night a new symptom- I was unable to move- at all for periods. One period lasted for 15 minutes. Others were shorter or included some of my body- like, just my legs or I could move my head and nothing else. Many times I could only move my eyes and breath and it scared me. I felt the RLS through out my body- it is a yucky horrid feeling. I would concentrate very hard on moving and when I would finally succeed it would end up making me convulse again. I have often thought the word seizures to describe what happens to me. I am completely alert and can hear and see just fine. Yes, know everyone is going to say to go to the doctor-- I have and we have no money left and drugs do bad things to me. I just want to know if there is another me out there or if someone could send me in the right direction to figure out what is going on. It happens when I get overly tired the most. Thanks