I have been encouraged by 2 out of my 3 friends to work on getting better. I have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, and am also struggling with Agoraphobia. I find it difficult when my two friends, who are a couple want to help me - sometimes it's like they really want to cure me! At the same time, I feel their love and concern towards me with a warm thankful feeling deep inside myself. :-)
What I find myself asking is; Despite such ugly mental health illness I have in me - Am I Spiritually Okay? My behavior is somewhat muddled, but in general I'm a very delicate, soft lady and my vulnerability almost glows!?!! I also hold a lot of love in my heart. I'm a Christian, and have broken the rule of not loving or liking myself. To hate yourself is wrong as a Christian, and probably is the same in other religion. Is my Spirit ill? Is mental health separate?...or is it linked to the Spiritual wellness? I'd appreciate your thoughts regarding this. Beanie0