I just saw your post and want to say how sorry I am for your loss. You have ever right to be heart broken indeed. I can only hope that the days will get better for you. You might want to post your own thread so others will respond and share the support you need:
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/new_with_new_subject?forum_id=205
I just lost my baby boy John David 11-10-2011.He was only 63 days old. the love of my life. i had to give him cpr but it was to late. im having a hard time dealing with it also. i hope things get better for you and im sorry for your loss
In 1998 my two month old daughter Denae died in her sleep. The autopsy revealed nothing. However I can't help but wonder how could have prevented this. The thing is for three days I had to have her with me at a hospital where her older sister was admitted. Do you think she caught a virus or something? I still have not gotten past it, I still wonder .
My baby boy passed two nights ago I don't know why yet. I'm so heart broken my life doesn't feel real how do you go on? I just don't understand he was only 7 weeks old. I never left him alone and the one time I let him sleep in the other room he died.
Im 17 ive had a miscarrige already and possibly 5 weeks pregnant with another and i read this and all i wanna do is cry i want to let you know your not alone and that your child although its not with you is probely in a better place just stay stong and through you her memory will live on
i lost my baby boy too. he was just 4 days old. he had a hard time breathing since the moment he was born. i was not allowed to see him or hold him and i resent that. i held him just one time and kissed his forehead and heard him crying. i felt like he knew me. he knew i was his mommy.he was an angle.he was born on October 30/2012.the pain doesnt wanna go away. it is so hard and difficult to cope with this because i was really excited and happy to be having a little baby boy as i lost a baby before him when i was 4 months pregnant. i wish i could have known him.i wish i can see him. i dreamed of him 2 times he was so happy and beautiful. but was kills me is that i wasnt with him when he died.i wish i was there with him to hold him and kiss him and tell him that i love him.oh my angle i love u sooooo much i will never ever forget u