I'm really sorry about your circumstance. It's really hard moving away from friends , and especially when they don't stay in contact or if you try make contact, they just make no effort.
Try talking to your parents, or friends that you have. If not , there are helplines that you can call so it's not so awkward for you and they do take you seriously because it's their job.
If you need someone to talk to , feel free to message me anytime for help or even just a conversation.
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If you want to talk, message me :)
Thank you and I am in school and I always feel awkward talking to a counselor. I feel like they dont take me seriously or if they deem nothing wrong then they will call my parents who will just say I want attention.
It's ok, you don't seem all over the place and I understand what you wrote. It is totally understandable that you're feeling the way you are if you moved, have no one to talk to, get verbally abused, etc. Are you in school, and if so is there a school counselor you can talk to? That's where I started when I was a little younger than you. At 35 I still am in therapy (been on and off my whole life) and I've learned all kinds of tools and skills to deal with my depression and anxiety, my crazy family, and the unpredictability of life. You found the right place, there are people to talk to here that understand. :)