Urgent !!

[XxLILloveXx]

I keep thinking about just taking the easy way out I'm really depressed and I just wanna cry I'm trying to look happy and I hope I'm doing good at it . I think I might take the rest of are aspirin bottle though to see if I could do it I heard that it wouldn't  kill you but you'd have to get your stomach pumped . Idk what to think anymore ='(

[XxLILloveXx]

hello sorry for just now posting back to you i havent been on in a while and im a little young to go and have people try things on me to help me think in a different way and honestly i dont think i would either im me i wouldnt wanna be anyone else i cut here and there but im doing better and i think that if you actually fight back the negative itll keep in the postive ...

[bloxy]

I've recently discovered some things that helped me and I hopw they will help you.

I was a mess and, perhaops I still am. But I'm staring to take my life back and this is how. I began to realize that my thoughts are the only thing I can control and that my thoughts shape my experience of reality. It's true. In Russia they say "in nature there is no bad weather." that's because in nature there's just weather. It's not good or bad. The only one who can decide whether it is good or bad is you.

So, I'be been taking responsibility for my thoughts. I've also discovered Neuro Linguistic Programming (NLP). Google it. There are a number of techniques that you can use, including hypnosis, to change your thoughts about things, for the better, and, consequently, change your perception of the world.

Google Tad James, Chris Howard or Paul McKenna. I downloaded a number of free audio programs as bit torrents that have really helped.

Check it out. I hope this helps.

[Chibberd]

I put a post on here about it :<

[XxLILloveXx]

Well what's wrong with you I'd love to help <3

[Chibberd]

I know that feeling, and I'm sorry to hear that :( If there's anything I can do to help please let me know? :( I'm not sure what advice I can issue... Maybe tell your mum how you feel? So she doesn't stop your counselling?
(Sorry for the late reply, I've been so so depressed this past weekend)

[XxLILloveXx]

Yes , I agree I really wanna stop and help myself but you know that feeling like you can't talk to anyone about your problems be sues you'll feel judge ? Well I get that a lot even around my boyfriend who I know wouldn't judge me so I had a counselor and she helped a lot but they had to switch them and I have a new one named Carly but my mom won't talk me out to there office so she's gonna be stopping my meetings with her and its making everything worse . :(

[Chibberd]

I haven't read your old posts, since I'm kinda new, so sorry, but if you need to talk I come here kinda often! Cutting yourself can be dangerous, I think your boyfriend is doing a good thing, it'd be good for you to stop, although I understand it's hard...

[XxLILloveXx]

Well . I was just thinking about my past if you've read my other post you'd know that it wasn't the best and well my boyfriend after seein my cuts tried it on himself and I felt like it was my fault . I can get really upset at times and I there no one here I go numb and can't help but cut myself but my boyfriend recently took the things I was using and made me swear on his life that I won't so it it gain ... It's hard but I'm trying

[Chibberd]

Okay, something's obviously gone wrong here... Can you explain why you're this upset? Don't do anything bad, don't cut, you'll regret it, trust me. Don't think about killing yourself, Don't do it! It's never a good idea :(

[XxLILloveXx]

I haven't done it yet . I ended up just cutting all over my stomach my brother in laws mom died and I needed to be there for him because he's been there more then my brother more then anyone besides my sister . Even more then my parents.

[Chibberd]

Okay, if this works; are you still here?