who do i talk to

[me455]

I know I'm depressed but I don't know who to talk to, my parents think everything is alright but I can't sleep anymore its getting worse I'm only 13 and everyone at school picks on me for being over weight but I eat if I'm depressed. Who can I talk to, please help

[me455]

I told my friends I was depressed (new friends) 2 out of 3 laughed and left  me out of the conversation.

[me455]

By the way I'm a dude sorry if any one was confused

[me455]

My mom is nicer I think she knows I deppresed but I really don't want to tell her her and my dad work so hard for us (the kids) and I don't want them to have to pay some fukin theripist to make me feel better plus I don't think there are any I texsas. Who here believes in god because I'm starting to loose faith I try and try but no matter how much I pray nothing good happens they say he only throws at you what you can take but a year of crap from others is way to much I hate life I just hate it I hate the jerks I hate girl that sell out there pussys I hate little kids that think they know every thing I hate loving someone that hates you I hate feeling like nobody loves me I hate dogs that **** on everything I hate math and how it never makes any sense I hate how people blame the government for not getting off there lazy ***** and not getting a job I hate how people can't get over the back that the president is black I hate how every one judges others just by how they look and so what if someones fat that doesn't meen you go *** up his whole fukin life I hate how smart people are so fukin stupid and the whole list just keeps going hell I hate myself so there want to know why I eat so much because I have a fukin disorder I'm always shakeing and bitting my nails food calms me down its weird but I drink monster now and I don't shake when I do I'm actually calmer for atlaest an hour after I drink one I also have athsma and I swear if I get called fatass one more time I will kill someone lol there I go again with an emty threat but I wish they would fight me I'd beat the **** out of all of them all the **** they put me through I'll drag there ***** to hell and just fukin kill them slow and very very pain full. Sorry about any spelling I'm pissed right now and good night for now

[Bambinoonice]

Hey I'm 18 and at your age I was the same now I have guys falling at my feet your too young to be letting things like that get too you an I agree I think you should really talk to your perents just to let them know how you feel it really does help ma love don't let people get you down your at school to learn not to make friends. But it's nice If you do. But keep your head down and forget about those guys. Itl be those guys cleaning your office when your older cuz you got your grades and they thought it was more fun to bully a young girl for looks. Every ones different hunny andyou should be happy you will always feel like you have a flaw but many people will totally disagree chin up :) <3 much love xxxx

[proud0282]

hey, im a teenager who has suffered from depression i have a blog if youd like to read it heres the link...http://proud0282.blog.com/ i have an email too if you would like to talk to me since i have been there its ***@**** its for my blog readers to contact me on so id be glad to help you.

[me455]

She's a b.I.t.c.h. she hatesme because I get low grades.

[jennpugli]

Do you have a guidance counselor in school?  Usually they have resources to direct you for help.  Ultimately you would need to see a psychiatrist.  I hope it works out.

[ku111]

As a mom of teenagers, we really are wanting for you to be happy.  We can't help if you don't tell us what's going on and how you are feeling.  I do suggest you talk to your parents or a school counselor/teacher.  You are only 13 years old and your body will keep on changing.  I totally understand eating when you are depressed so just choose good/healthy foods to eat instead.  You have to love yourself alot.  It doesn't matter what others think ONLY YOU.  If you aren't happy with yourself then you make you the best you can be but by how you want not what others want you to be.  It is so hard being a teenager.  I remember it well and my kids tell me how mean kids can be.  I always tell them you can't change them and there will always be the mean people in life but as long as you are a role model to others then you have won.  How sad they have to mean to others to make themselves feel better.  You are obviously a wonderful person or this would not be bothering you.  Do you know why and the reasons you can't sleep-is it just about weight and them picking on you?  Do you have friends?  I bet they love you for who you are.  Surround yourself by those who Really listen and are nice and blow off the ones that aren't.  This is your time to shine and change the world for the better!  I am always here to listen and talk but I bet your parents are too.  Give them a chance.