I'm really sorry you have so much going on :(
For me, antidepressants have worked wonders on my mood, so I'd suggest seeing a doctor about it.
I know that's not exactly an easy idea to agree to, (trust me, it took me three years to actually do so, myself) but I promise it'll be worth it :)
Not to mention you can send me a message any time you want and talk about any issues you're having. And include lots of details!
Best of luck!
hey thanks for your reply doctor gave me seroxat
but didnt take them yet
want to try without medicines to cure
i know it is difficult
Sorry about what you have going on, if you ever want someone to talk to feel free to message me! I'm always up to talk about anything if you need a friend.