A few months ago, I started to feel down but I thought it was fine, because like all the hormones. It still could be hormones, without a doubt. Its not like I have some degree in this stuff, I dont search it up on google much anymore either. But, cutting to the chase, I have close friends, yeah, but I hide my sadness and loneliness too well that no one realizes unless it is a really bad day for me. Really bad days for me are days when I just slowly slink everywhere, I dont like to talk anymore, I dont eat a full tray of lunch, I skip breakfast, I get more tempered about the littlest topics, etc. My dad has even told me that I tend to not care much about anything that use to make me jump up and down. My mom knows, but I cant bring myself to get a therapist. Sorry, I never know how to explain these things when I actually need to. But , any suggestions?