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support...please read

hi im a 13 year old female and im gana share my story bc no one knows who i am and i hope you read this ..... for the the past 3 years i was raped 5 or 6 times a week by my father (sometimes less ) but last month i told my mother and we are in the process convicting him we are currently living with my grandmother her partner and there sisters (4 in total plus my mom me and my 3 siblings,8,3,1) and my mom is overwhelmed financially physically and emotionally and everyone wants me to be happy and smile and not have a aditude all the time but i cant...and i feel like im alone and i always make people mad and i cant hep it i try to be what everyone wants me to be but i cant and sometimes i feel like a freak and like there is no one that knows what im going through and i haave thought of it alot lately ....and ive never told aanybody this but when i was 11 i found a box cutter and wrote a note but i flushed down the toilet bc i knew i had to b strong but its so hard now and my life has always been rough we always move alot and my father was abusive to my mother and me but i jst cant do it anymore its jst so hard but i know i cant bc if ido i know my mom will just break and i couldn't do that to my mom or siblings but i cant livelike this anymore i cant see how this will get netter. sometimes i just wana cry for  hours without being asked why am i crying or why am i sad or punch someone or just shrivle up and die i jst want someone to talk to someone that has been through what ive been through please
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Hi Cookie, i tried to send you a note and a message, but you turned off that feature, and i'm wondering if you did that intentionally or not? I think it might help if people here could talk to you privately. You have said you need people to talk to. and the best way for that to happen would be to make friends here and be able to talk privately. Your note and message function can be changed, if you go to the "Account Setting" and then the "Privacy" setting and allow people to send you a note, and/or message.? I think you could truly use the support.

I'm so happy to hear that you've gotten an appointment with a therapist. Please let us know how that goes for you and if you like the therapist and feel okay opening up to them.

I'm so glad that you felt able to post here and hope you find your life getting better ...

Liz
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please dont hurt yourself, i just read your post, i know where you are coming from, if you feel you have no support from family, call a hospital, they will, listen and direct you to the right people, all that matters is that you believe in yourself, it does get better but only with help, please reach out, you are not alone, from 2 to 14 my bio father did the same , got worse as time went on to everyday i couldnt take it any more, im 39 and i will never forget but you be strong and ask for help through another adult to give you assistance in coping and what the next steps are,there are a lot more step and discussion, all my love honey and im sorry that this has happened, you will succeed and overcome
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ok i told im gana see a therapist my mom sceduled a apointment
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typo fix...ive been thinking abuot suicide alot lately
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