Hi Cookie, i tried to send you a note and a message, but you turned off that feature, and i'm wondering if you did that intentionally or not? I think it might help if people here could talk to you privately. You have said you need people to talk to. and the best way for that to happen would be to make friends here and be able to talk privately. Your note and message function can be changed, if you go to the "Account Setting" and then the "Privacy" setting and allow people to send you a note, and/or message.? I think you could truly use the support.
I'm so happy to hear that you've gotten an appointment with a therapist. Please let us know how that goes for you and if you like the therapist and feel okay opening up to them.
I'm so glad that you felt able to post here and hope you find your life getting better ...
Liz
please dont hurt yourself, i just read your post, i know where you are coming from, if you feel you have no support from family, call a hospital, they will, listen and direct you to the right people, all that matters is that you believe in yourself, it does get better but only with help, please reach out, you are not alone, from 2 to 14 my bio father did the same , got worse as time went on to everyday i couldnt take it any more, im 39 and i will never forget but you be strong and ask for help through another adult to give you assistance in coping and what the next steps are,there are a lot more step and discussion, all my love honey and im sorry that this has happened, you will succeed and overcome
typo fix...ive been thinking abuot suicide alot lately